plop.

today I think my brain plopped out of my head. i picked it back up, put it back in and started frantically getting things done. i think heavenly father knows that i work better under pressure. yesterday and today i have been so overwhelmed by this darn paper, and then the next paper, and then the presentation, and then the final, and then, and then...that my eyes...lots of times they just close. like i'm fine and dandy, and then on their own they close...like i have a disorder or something. i'm so darn tired. i took alec to school yesterday, came home and crawled back in bed. and then guilt got the best of me so i jumped up and got busy....only to do it again today. then today i took on 2 more totally insane jobs. literally...jobs. in the midst of trying to finish my beastly paper, perfect my resume, put together a portfolio to knock some principal's socks off, and finish my internship i'm adding more work to do (super super fun work though). am i crazy, or is this what i'm supposed to do? how how how how how do i finish my paper? i don't know how. i don't want to. i'm certain this post still sounds like my brain is plopped out on the floor somewhere. but i had to purge for a sec. that hammock is sounding good......