my hump(s).

i sit
dumbfounded
lethargic
paralyzed
overwhelmed.
can
not
do
a
thing.
i force myself
to do something
anything
in increments
so
that
at least
i feel somewhat
accomplished.
and
cause
increments are
all i can
handle.
finally,
i'm forced.
there's no backing out
cause
there
is
accountability.
and a fee.
and a team.
and a professional.
i
go.
and want to know
what
happens?
i am pumped.
i
am
strong
empowered
and
awesome.
where was
THAT
all
day??
the adversary?
sabotage?
i REFUSE.
i've got to
get
oVEr
the humps
cause
the rest
is
amazing.
consistently
amazing.