tip of my tongue.

i feel as though i am being catapulted by a motor.  a powerful motor that is sustaining me in fantastic ways.  which is a particularly nice contrast to the wind-up feeling that i use to get through the day sometimes (a lot of times).  i can't stop thinking.  i can't stop feeling.  i can't stop smiling.  i keep using the term bursting, and it could be described as such i suppose.   i am indeed bursting!

tomorrow will be an important step in a project i am working on and i'll tell you a smidge about it soon.  just a smidge though.  i am documenting the process on yet another blog, which i'll also share at a later date.  this summer is turning out to be a productive one.

you see, i've had a feeling for a while now, at least a year or two, that i am supposed to be doing more.  and it's been such a good, comfortable, REAL feeling that it simply just felt as though it perched itself at the tip of my tongue and i simply couldn't get the right words out to know WHAT i was supposed to be doing.  i've even racked many of my sweet friend's brains trying to get some familiar idea of what i was supposed to be doing from them....but with no success of course:/

then one weekend several months back i got an idea.  of course i didn't connect the two until summer began a couple of weeks ago, but perhaps that's why summer school didn't work out (my creative juices never would have had the chance to flow otherwise).  and peeps, they.are.flowing.  flowing, i tell ya!  can't wait for them to spill over the pages of this blog.  it seems as though i have found the tip of my tongue.